i have gone crazy

gosh, my heart is really aching. harini kecoh semua org nak tgk bulan. went down tepi padang dgn liza and kaysie. tgk bulan. i sat alone. staring at the moon. the moon looks pretty. and it really reminded me of YOU. i miss you mokh. kenapa buat i mcm ni? i text you, "i am still thinking of you." I harap u dapat text tu. liza and kaysie left me alone kat tepi padang. AND I ACTUALLY CRIED. kenapa ni? tak pernah pulak i feel this sad. it feels like half of my life is lost. then lyssa dtg. teman i kat bwh. we talked about our problems. i cried. kuatkan hati, mariam. youre stronger than this. i know it!